Yiruma ~ River flows in you

I miss you ~ Blink 182

I miss you ~ Blink 182

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you...)
(I miss you...)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you...)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you...)

(I miss you, I miss you...)

Que lloro ~ Sin Bandera

Que lloro ~ Sin bandera

Quédate un momento aquí

no mires hacia mi

que no podré aguantar

si clavas tu mirada

que me hiela el cuerpo

me ha pasado antes

que no puedo hablar

Tal vez pienses que estoy loco

y es verdad un poco

tengo que aceptar

pero si no te explico

lo que siento dentro

no vas a entender

cuando me veas llorar.

Nunca me sentí tan solo

como cuando ayer

de pronto lo entendí

mientras callaba

la vida me dijo a gritos

que nunca te tuve y nunca te perdí

y me explicaba que

el amor es una cosa

que se da de pronto

en forma natural

lleno de fuego

si lo forzas se marchita

sin tener principio

llega a su final.

Ahora tal vez lo puedas entender

que si me tocas se quema mi piel

ahora tal vez lo puedas entender

y no te vuelvas si no quieres ver

Que lloro por ti

que lloro sin ti

que ya lo entendí

que no eres para mí

y lloro

Nunca me sentí tan solo

como cuando ayer

de pronto lo entendí

mientras callaba

la vida me dijo a gritos

que nunca te tuve y nunca te perdí

y me explicaba que

el amor es una cosa

que se da de pronto

en forma natural

lleno de fuego

si lo forzas se marchita

sin tener principio

llega a su final.

Ahora tal vez lo puedas entiender

que si me tocas se quema mi piel

ahora tal vez lo puedas entender

y no te vuelvas si no quieres ver

Que lloro por ti

que lloro sin ti

que ya lo entendí

que no eres para mí

y lloro

Perderte de Nuevo

Perderte de Nuevo ~ Camila

 Ya había desilusión

Dolor y resignación
El tiempo supo esperar
Y así la deje de amar
No había mas que decir
Había llegado el fin
Hacia 2 años ya
Que no me la entraba

Estaba aprendiendo como vivir
Ya de ti me olvidaba cuando te vi
Con la mirada
Desesperada

Y fue tan fuerte volver a verte
Sufrí tanto tiempo por ti
Basto mirarte
Recuperarte
Y saber que te irías sin mi

Y fue tan fuerte volver a quererte
Volver a creer en los 2
Basto mirarte
Volver amarte
Para perderte de nuevo
Amor

Sentí tanta confusión
Al verte tan fría amor
Así fue que comprendí
Que tu no eras para mi

Estaba aprendiendo como vivir
Ya de ti me olvidaba cuando te vi
Con la mirada
Desesperada

Y fue tan fuerte volver a verte
Sufrí tanto tiempo por ti
Basto mirarte
Recuperarte
Y saber que te irías sin mi

Y fue tan fuerte volver a quererte
Volver a creer en los 2
Basto mirarte
Volver amarte
Para perderte de nuevo
Amor

Quiero

- Irme de vacaciones urgentemente, salir de esta puta selva. Destino a elección de mis preferencias: Londres, Brujas, Viena, Paris serían el milagro. Me conformo con Colón.
- Depilación definitiva. Ya estoy harta de depilarme.
- Conocer a todo el elenco de Harry Potter y a J.K. Rowling.
- Tener tiempo e inspiración (lo que más falta es lo último) para escribir la novela.
- Comer un chocolate gigante.
- Estar ya con mi novio.
- Que Maju se coma a Juanma. Oh sí
- Ir a ver a Paramore en febrero y a las Pastillas mañana.
- Fumarme un puchito, Imparciales si se puede, y bajarme unos cuantos Frizze.
- Ponerme a cocinar pan dulce y budines para Navidad.
- Que a mi mamá se le vaya el dolor de cintura.
- Que Pablo no intente besarme otra vez, que deje de gustar de mi y que volvamos a ser amigos como antes.
- Que me arreglen la guitarra de una puta vez.
- Tener a Alex Turner cantandome "Baby, I'm Yours" a los ojos.
- Que se me vaya el dolor de muela.
- Poder armar el cubo de Rubik.
- Que Santi pueda estar bien con si mismo.
- Dije ya que quiero estar con mi novio?
Es mucho pedir? Si alguien puede solucionarme uno de estos temas, se lo voy a agradecer :)

The Scientist ~ Coldplay

The Scientist ~ Coldplay

Come up to meet you,

Tell you I’m sorry

You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you 

Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions

Let’s go back to the start
Runnin’ in circles, Comin’ our tails, 

Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, 

Pullin’ the puzzles apart
Questions of science, Science and progress, 

Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, 

Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin’ in circles, Chasin’ our tails

Comin’ back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start

Cornerstone ~ Arctic Monkeys

 Cornerstone ~ Arctic Monkeys

Thought I saw you in The Battleship
but it was only a look a like
She was nothing but a vision trick
Under the warning light

She was close, close enough to be your ghost
But my chances turned to toast
When I asked her if I could call her your name

I thought I saw you in The Rusty Hook
Huddled up in wicker chair
I wandered over for a closer look
And kissed whoever was sitting there

She was close, and she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely, please
Can I call you her name
And I elongated my lift home,
Yeah, I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seat belt
And kept my short cuts to myself

I thought I saw you in The Parrot's Beak
Messing with the smoke alarm
It was too loud for me to hear her speak
And she had a broken arm

It was close, so close that the walls were wet
And she wrote it out in Letraset
No you can't call me her name

Tell me where's your hiding place

I'm worried I'll forget your face

And I've asked everyone

And I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

I elongated my lift home
Yeah, I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seat belt
And kept my short cuts to myself

I saw your sister in The Cornerstone
On the phone to the middle man
When I saw that she was on her own
I thought she might understand
She was close, well you couldn't get much closer
She said I'm really not supposed to but yes,
You can call me anything you want

One ~ U2

One ~ U2

Is it getting better, or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you, now you got someone to blame?
You say one love, one life, when it's one need in the night.
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don't care for it.

Did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love and you want me to go without.
Well, it's too late tonight to drag the past out into the light.
We're one, but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other, carry each other... one

Have you come here for forgiveness,
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus to the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much, more than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got.
We're one, but we're not the same.
Well, we hurt each other, then we do it again.

You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law.
You ask me to enter, but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on to what you got, when all you got is hurt.

One love, one blood, one life, you got to do what you should.
One life with each other: sisters, brothers.
One life, but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other, carry each other.
One life, one.

Brick by Boring Brick ~ Paramore

Brick by Boring Brick ~ Paramore

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down
keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
and we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Prefiero naufragar en este mar de corcheas locas de atar
hasta tus besos olvidar.

Prefiero perder el tiempo tomando unas copas de bar en bar
y nunca nunca despertar.

Evasión y reflexión.

Normalmente esquivo venir al blog. No se porque, no pregunten. Pero cuando te agarra la gripe, no hay nada mejor que la compu, un libro decente, la música y una buena peli para distraerte. Como la musica ya la desgasté, los libros ya los leí y mire las películas que tenía una y otra vez, no hubo mas recurso que hacer click en el marcador con el símbolo de Blogger y decidirme a escribir algo productivo de una vez por todas. No mas canciones, no mas frases que dejen a la imaginación. Algo concreto y real, algo escrito de verdad.
Empecemos... ¿Qué debería decir? Me siento en un dichoso laberinto, uno sin final. Un círculo vicioso, el que veo repetirse una y otra vez. Las mismas palabras, las mismas frases, los mismos conflictos. Todo exactamente lo mismo que siempre. Un deja vú invade mi vida, y no se como ponerle pausa a la película, adelantarla y dejar que mi vida tome su rumbo de una vez. Cris me marca el paso de los días, cuando leo sus mails. Esos mails que me hacen ver que realmente la vida me pasa por al lado y ni cuenta me doy. Cada día un mail distinto, pero el día, siempre igual.
¿Lo peor? Es que estoy sola. Me siento sola. Salvo esas dos o tres personas que me alegran el día con un simple "como estas Celes?" o un "como estuvo tu día hoy?". Si no fuera por ellos, que diferente sería mi vida. Pero aún así, no los tengo. Soy yo frente al mundo, frente a todo. Siempre fui de enfrentar al mundo con mi orgullo y mi fuerza, pero ahora siento que el mundo crece a cada segundo, que me pone piedras cuando no acabo de levantarme, que me impide desplegarme y ser en verdad quien quiero ser.
Quiero ser libre. Quiero llevarme el mundo por delante. Quiero cumplir mis sueños más locos, desde ir a estudiar a La Plata y de ahí a ganarme el premio Nobel de Química o Literatura (chica EXTREMADAMENTE soñadora, sepan entender). 
Quiero tener una casa para mi, para pasearme en short inapropiado y remerita cuando se me cante, o para poner a los Foo Fighters a todo lo que de el parlante y hacer que las ventanas tiemblen.
Quiero terminar el fucking colegio, o estudiar en casa. Me cansé de levantarme temprano y que me tengan que decir que estudiar o no. Además, me encantaría dejar de lado a todas esas divinas personas que alguna vez me dijeron "Nerd", "Traga" y miles de cosas que uno se pueda imaginar solo por tener buenas notas, escuchar música clásica, leer Harry Potter hasta lo obsesivo (soy tan fanática que tengo la bufanda de Griffindor. Y con orgullo) y no escuchar la dichosa y tradicional cumbia villera (la detesto, by the way).
Quiero estudiar lo que se me cante el culo. Quiero probar mil carreras diferentes, desde Ingeniería Geoquimica hasta Periodismo sin que nadie me diga lo mas mínimo.
Cae de maduro que guardo demasiadas cosas que a veces debería dejar salir... ¿no? 
Definitivamente, son muy histérica para tener 16 años.

Without you

~Without you - Three Days Grace ~

What if I walked without you?
What if I ran without you?
What if I stand without you?

I could not go on 

 What if I lived without you?
What if I loved without you?
What if I died without you?
I could not go on

You left my side tonight
And I, I just don't feel right
But I, I can't let you out of sight
Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all

What if I lie without you? 

What if I rise without you?

What if I dream without you?

I could not go on

You left my side tonight
And I, I just don't feel right
But I, I can't let you out of sight
Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all

You left my side tonight
And I just don't feel right

I can't let you out of sight
Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all

You left my side tonight
And I, I just don't feel right
But I, I can't let you out of sight
Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all
Nothing at all

(Se nota que amo Three Days Grace no?) 

Don't look back in anger ~ Oasis

Don't look back in anger ~ Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I have went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

~Good Night my Angel~

Good night my angel time to close you eyes
And save these questions for another day
I think I know what you've been asking me
I think you know what I've been trying to say

I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Where ever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away

Good night my angel now it's time to sleep
And still so many things I want to say
Remember all the songs you sang for me
When we went sailing on an emerald bay

And like a boat out on the ocean
I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark and deep
Inside this ancient heart
You'll always be a part of me

Goodnight my angel now it's time to dream
And dream how wondeful your life will be
Someday your child will cry and if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart there will always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone
But lullabies go on and on
They never die that's how you and I will be

Lost in you ~ Three Days Grace

Lost in you ~ Three Days Grace

I always knew that you'd come back to get me
and you always knew that it wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start to see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends

You tried to lie and say "I was everything"
I remember when I said "I'm nothing without you"

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I've found a way to get lost in you

You always thought that I left myself open
But you didn't know I was already broken
I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad
Pulling away took everything I had

You tried to lie and say "I was everything"
I remember when I said "I'm nothing without you"

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I've found a way to get lost in you

The pain of it all
The rise and the fall
I see it all in you
Now everyday
I find myself say
"I want to get lost in you"
I'm nothing without you

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I've found a way to get lost in you
A way to get lost in you

Last to know

Last to know ~ Three Days Grace

She just walked away.
Why didn't she tell me?
And where do I go tonight

This isn't happening to me
This can't be happening to me
She didn't say a word
Just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not ok
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

Why didn't she tell me
Where to go tonight
She didn't say a word
She just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not ok
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
She was the firs to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now I'm ok
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when she leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now I'm ok
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when she leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know